Monday, February 28, 2005

a2e: The story of two biking enthusiasts

This is a blog I think e* will really enjoy. These two Singaporean guys are cycling from the Artic (Finland) to the Equator(Singapore), hence the name a2e for their blog. They've been cycling for 7 months and are now at Ubekistan. They even have a logo for their journey.

Their planned route:

Aug 04-Dec 04
Finland. Estonia. Latvia. Lithuania. Poland. Czech Republic. Slovakia. Hungary. Slovenia. Croatia. Yugoslavia. Romania. Bulgaria...

Jan 05
Turkey.

Feb 05-May 05
Georgia. Azerbaijan. Caspian Sea. Turkmenistan. Uzbekistan... Tajikistan... Afghanistan... Pakistan...

Jun 05
India Himalayas

Jul 05-Aug 05
Nepal... India...

Sep 05 ... 2006
Myanmar... Thailand... Laos... Vietnam... Cambodia... Malaysia... Singapore

[Most of this is taken from Mr.Brown]

My Bookshelf

Created a new blog to keep track of my reading progress and reviews/thoughts.

Feeling productive today. Finally did some of my class readings, some stuff about personal finance and finished Ignorance. Milan Kundera has yet to disappoint me with his thoughtful stories.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Personal Finance

One of my recent goals is to learn enough to start investing once I work. I guess if I had been interested at the beginning of the semester I could have taken a portfolio class instead of the classes I'm doing now. Well, if that was the case, I would have had to sacrifice some of the classes I like especially since I'm really overloaded right now. So I guess I will have to make do with self-help books and doing readings in my spare time.

Somehow, I feel a little silly for wanting to know. Well, not exactly silly but maybe somewhat out of place because people I know are not really concerned with these things. At least not yet. On the other hand, there are kids out there who are investing in stocks and starting new businesses, all this while in university. I don't know if it's a really smart decision since I've read at least one blog where such a person's school work is suffering enough to be considered borderline. By borderline, I'm guessing it's close to failing. But I guess the point is, looking at these people, some as young as 22, taking charge of their own finances, I feel a slight twinge of envy.

Also, being devoid of financial and investment is probably going to cost me in the future in terms of either brokerage fees (since I would have to get a full-service ones) or bad decisions (because I don't know any better). The thing about brokers/ financial planners or whatever you call them nowadays is that I know they are usually no smarter than me. They might also provide me with advice that is misguided or worse, there might be some vested interests (i.e commissions) involved. And as I've always said, if I don't have time to do it now, I never will.

With that, I will try to hunt down some of these readings like A Random Walk Down Wall Street, by Burton Malkiel. Cheers to all my barrage of silly new resolutions.
"A blindfolded monkey throwing darts at a newspaper's financial pages could select a portfolio that would do just as well as one carefully selected by the experts"
Burton Malkiel, author of A Random Walk Down Wall Street

Saturday, February 26, 2005

A Hidden Resolution

I have a resolution for the year. After a long hiatus of not reading books, by books i mean anything that is not related to a class, I'm trying to bring myself back to shape. I used to keep lists of books I've read every year. It was like some kind of personal trophy, pat on the back. Don't get me wrong, I don't read to chalk up the number of books I've read. I've genuinely enjoyed reading most of them. I've started another list for the year 2005. My goal for the year is a measly 30 books. The stretch goal that I really hope to achieve is 40. I think that was how many I used to read before.

Books I've read so far:
  • The Two Swords (Ra Salvatore, 12 Jan)
  • The Godfather (Mario Puzo, 31 Jan)
  • Fairy Tales by The Brother's Grimm (The Brother's Grimm, 28 Jan)
  • Therese Raquin (Emile Zola, 4 Feb)
  • The Chosen (ChaimPotok, 18 Feb)
  • Ignorance (Milan Kundera, Work in Progress)
  • So that's at least 25 more to go, which comes to about one book in 11 days. I should start scouting for books that I have been wanting to read for a while.

    When I was in my voracious reading phase of life (triggered by hostel life that was devoid of mind-numbing entertainment like TV programs. esp in Eton where all the Orang-dari-negara-besar hogs the TV and watches all those damn soaps), I was surprised that a significant percent of adults haven't read a single book in years. It was inconceivable. Not even a self-help book? Or thrashy romance novels? Whatever disparaging remarks I've made about those genres, they are still books.

    At that time, I couldn't imagine my life without any books in it but as I find myself reading less and less, I realize how easy it is to remove books from the equation. In those bleak days of literary starvation, I wasn't even reading the news. Then recently, I was overcome by this desire to learn about anything I can get my hands on: from random home improvements to personal finance, from beauty care to the latest technology... Well, the rationale is that if I don't even have time to read up on these things I probably never will.

    Quote of the Day:
    The intelligent man finds almost everything ridiculous, the sensible man hardly anything.
    Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, German dramatist, novelist, poet, & scientist (1749 - 1832)

    Blog-Hopper

    The grueling week ended well. Homework was done with minimal sleep loss; the presentation was well-received; our project in on track. The tight schedule of the week was somewhat unreal to the extent that even though I know it was Friday (only because I know I went through Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday and because all my work had been done), my mind did a doubletake when I realized it was really really Friday and the weekend is here! So I ended the week happy and satisfied. Well, not so happy and satisfied now because I've spent my last 4 waking hours reading from the screen (plus the first typing of this post was lost because I reset my cookies and had to re-sign in to blogger. grr...)

    So what have I been reading? First, I went through my daily dose of blog-hopping -- checking blogs of friends for new entries and satisfying my voyeuristic tendencies reading about the life of strangers. If you're like me and have a tendency to blog-hop, you should be aware that there have been cases of spyware spreading through blogs. Once you're at an infected blog, you do not even have to click on anything to get infected. What happened is that blog owners downloads a program that purportedly adds some functionality to their site e.g adding music to site. Unknown to them, the JavaScript code that they put in their blog to obtain that functionality has malicious code planted in it. (CNet News: Spyware Infiltrates Blogs)
    Visitors to Blogger's Blogspot.com network have complained that they were exposed to infected sites when they used the "Next Blog" link. [...]

    Visitors to Blogger sites at Blogspot.com say they have been targeted with pop-up ads seeking to deliver malicious code to their computers. One ad erroneously warns people that their computers are vulnerable to spyware and prompts them to click the ad to protect themselves. Clicking the ad launches a download that infects a machine with spyware.

    At least one Blogger visitor has charged that his computer was hit by an automatic download that did not require him to click on anything to become infected.

    [...] [O]ne major culprit of malicious code was a service called iWebtunes.com, which lets people add music to the Web sites in the form of a couple lines of JavaScript code. Bloggers using Blogspot might embed the iWebtunes code into their template and then pass on the spyware unwittingly to visitors to their site.

    iWebtunes will likely get a fee each time it spreads the spyware or it might benefit from the sale of advertising. The bloggers, on the other hand, will get nothing.
    I've always hated personal sites that come with music. Not only does it inflate the page load time, you are also subjected to the person's brand of music which could get highly annoying (esp when it is on repeat mode) Hopefully this will actually put people off having music on their sites and thus do the world a whole lot of good.

    So how do you protect yourself if you like to blog-hop like me? One option is to use Mozilla Firefox instead of IE as your browser. Another is to set the security settings in IE so that it deactivates JavaScript and ActiveX . Another good practice to keep your computer free of malware is to update your antivirus and scan your computer regularly. There are two web-based virus-scans which I highly recommend TrendMicro's House Call and Panda ActiveScan.

    With that I wish you all happy blog-hopping.

    Friday, February 25, 2005

    In the News:ST website to charge for access

    Excerpt from Straits Times
    SINGAPORE'S most-read English language news website, The Straits Times Interactive (STI), will no longer be a free-access one.

    [...] The managing editor of Singapore Press Holdings' English and Malay Newspapers Division Patrick Daniel explains the reason for the change: 'We believe that we have a good and valuable product that users will be prepared to pay for. It's also not a tenable business model to charge for the print edition, and not for the online edition.'
    I first heard about this (Mr Brown's website: No More Free Straits Times Online). I thought that maybe it's a silly rumor started by somebody and actually emailed ST to find out, only to find to my dismay that it is true.

    There are a few reasons that I'm actually unhappy about it. Firstly, it was a source of news close to home. I don't like the sensationalist style that ST journalists tend to employ, but I still feel that they are better than The Star. I actually do enjoy some of the columns in Life! Recently, I've also been following the personal finance columns that ST features every Sunday closely-- information about investment, debt, mortgages etc. They were certainly not the creme de la creme of personal finance articles but at least they were actually relevant to me as someone who would be planning my future investments in Singapore. US-based writers would talk about 401(k) and IRA investments which makes me yawn with disinterest. I guess to make a long story short, I actually like some bits of the darn yucky paper.

    While it's true that providing news for free might not be a tenable business model, charging a fee for a regional paper is not going to work.

    Their decision to charge was based on the belief that they have a "valuable" product. How deluded they are. The site has thusfar generated as much traffic as it had because it is free. A lot of the traffic is generated by overseas Singaporeans who are interested only from sheer nostalgia. If they have to pay, many people would turn to other superior and free news channels. Some distinguished ones that comes to mind are BBC, New York Times, The Guardian Online, Business Week... the list is endless.

    One question comes to mind, so if these other news sites are so great, why are there people who visit the supposedly inferior STI website? There are really several reasons: you don't get articles peppered with (sometimes really corny) local aka Singlish contexts that no one else can provide; people who visit the site are people who already own the paper copy but browsing online allows them to make better use of their intermittent breaks between work or in commute. So what happens to the latter group of visitors when they are now asked to pay for the paper? One thing that the people at ST didn't seem to have taken into account is that besides locals no one else is really interested in their paper. Their readers will either get the online version of the print version, but not both, especially not when the online subscription costs just as much as the print version and reading online can be quite a pain. So to a certain extent this will turn out to be a transferring their revenue stream from the print version to the online version. Another thing that I wonder if they have considered is the loss in advertising dollars once they lose their readers.

    I guess in general I'm unhappy because I feel that they are making an ill-conceived decision and as a result, I can no longer enjoy my news. To make things worse, even when I am unhappy about the paper, there is really no viable alternative in Singapore. Today is simply too horrible for words. (yes, as I've repeatedly emphasized, I'm a bloody intellectual snob)

    Actually, if your news site is popular and truly provide quality, timely news, it might really be a viable option to charge for your product. The Wall Street Journal has had some success with their online subscription model; the NYTimes.com, one of the top 10 most read internet news sites, was considering an online subscription model this January. It's quite interesting that despite its popularity, "for much of its history, the Times barely broke even" ( Business Week Online: The Future Of The New York Times) I thought about it after I read the article and concluded that I would really consider paying for it. I've been reading news off the NYTimes.com regularly and have enjoyed immensely. However, even the Times is cautious about starting a subscription model without furthur data to support it. One of the things the Straits Times conveniently failed to mention is that even though the readers are getting the information for no cost, the Straits Times Interactive generates revenue via advertising. NYTimes for example was reported to be "making serious money".
    New York Times Digital (which includes Boston.com as well as NYTimes.com) netted an enviable $17.3 million on revenues of $53.1 million during the first half of 2004, the last period for which its financials have been disclosed. All indications are that the digital unit is continuing to grow at 30% to 40% a year, making it NYT Co.'s fastest-revving growth engine.

    Advertising accounts for almost all of the digital operation's revenues, but disagreement rages within the company over whether NYTimes.com should emulate The Wall Street Journal and begin charging a subscription fee. Undoubtedly, many of the site's 18 million unique monthly visitors would flee if hit with a $39.95 or even a $9.95 monthly charge. One camp within the NYT Co. argues that such a massive loss of Web traffic would cost the Times dearly in the long run, both by shrinking the audience for its journalism and by depriving it of untold millions in ad revenue. The counterargument is that the Times would more than make up for lost ad dollars by boosting circulation revenue -- both from online fees and new print subscriptions paid for by people who now read for free on the Web. [...]

    "It gets to the issue of how comfortable are we training a generation of readers to get quality information for free," he says. "That is troubling."
    As more people become more comfortable with reading text online and more people shift to reading their papers strictly online, it seems inevitable that newspapers would eventually have to charge to cover the costs of quality journalism.

    Monday, February 21, 2005

    System Shut Down

    In view of the lack of productivity over the weekend, the fact that the project client will be receiving a progresss report/ presentation this Friday, the fact that I have 2 homeworks, that fact the data analysis I am currently responsible for (which only started one week ago) is really more than I can chew, I predict a system shutdown for the remainder of the week. I.e no more blogging until I can get ALL my work done.

    Sunday, February 20, 2005

    Weeeeird Search Results

    Arrrgh, somebody in Singapore did a keyword search on Yahoo for "Singapore malay girls social escort" and bloody Yahoo returned my site as the second best fit!!! *outraged* The same search on Google did NOT have my site listed at all. God, so much for Yahoo's new (by new I mean 2~3 years ago) search engine.

    And Mr./Ms Singaporean guy/lesbian looking for social escort, I now have your IP!

    Other keywords that would get you my site:
    nautidog (Google)
    Nike Rabid Panda (Google)
    pic-a-blond (Yahoo)
    singapore malay girls social escort (Yahoo)
    SUNTAN BEACH PPS (Google)
    vanderbilt ymca hostel problem (Yahoo)
    Bovinely (Google)
    link%3Ahttp%3A%2F%2Fwww.oldwivestales.net%2Farticle1030.html (Yahoo)
    link:DdaGRwtJ4foJ:gamehouse.com/ (Google)
    Miss Cheongsam Malaysia 2004 (Yahoo)
    moochie cooker (Yahoo)


    No thanks to Yahoo and their incompetence, all these porn sounding searches are yielding my blog. Dear readers, in case you haven't notice, this is not an R-rated site. :(

    Saturday, February 19, 2005

    7th Annual Chili Cookout

    It was fun today at the Chili Cookout. Contrary to what the name might suggest, chili con carne (which means chili with meat) is not hot at all. It could get pretty hot and is generally at least slightly spicy but even by my meagre capacity for all things spicy, it wasn't hot at all. It's kinda amusing that chili to people in south east asia is so different from what it means in America.

    It was a great crush downtown where the various restaurants set up their stalls to serve their entry to the chili competition. It cost 5 bucks for 6 tickets and each ticket entitles you to a sample of chili. Somehow, after just three small servings, the chili started to expand in my tummy and about 5 hours later, I was still burping chili. *yum* We are now officially a chili converts.

    Hightlights of the festival was a live band, bullriding, lasso rope-in and a tear factor competitin in which competitors ate as much of the chile peppers as they can take. I bet my dad can beat them all hands down in this competition, given that he is one of those chili-padi-munching people.

    Poster
    Poster seen outside the restaurants all around town

    The Brawny Man Can!!

    Haha, the Brawny site now has videos featuring this sensitive, "romantic" guy who can't help being cheesy. It was so bloody hilarious I watched almost all the clips. My darling who took occasional glimpses of them is about to gouge out his own eyes esp at the tortured-poet, puppy dog look the Brawny Man gave at the end.

    To quote what the New York Times article said:
    Visitors to the Brawny site will find a section for the tongue-in-cheek "Innocent Escapes" videos in which a strong but sensitive Brawny Man offers compliments like, "By the way, you look beautiful today - something about your eyes."

    This one clip is dedicated to e*. It is titled "Your hair. It's perfect"

    Funny things to notice: How your "eyes" move downward at his butt when he's not looking at you.

    Friday, February 18, 2005

    Aches and Change

    [Edit: Holy crap, I just realized that the stupid expandable post thing, the More... things are everywhere. Ignore them pls unless I mention in the post that you should read it. Will try and fix that... *moan*]

    Once again, I fell. At the same spot. Down the same road. I'm starting to see a pattern here: treading carefully, in fact painstakingly, down the most treacherous portion of the path, rejoicing over the fact that I did not fall, only to slip in the next minute at the area which I would classify only as mildly dangerous.

    I'm still aching buckets today so I guess it is true that it hurts most when you least expect it.

    On a different note, I've begun to really appreciate myself. I don't know how it all began but I feel that my perception of myself has changed. Over every tick of the clock, change creeps in, sometimes so slowly and imperceptibly that you thought that you were the same as before. But if you stop and take a snapshot of yourself right now and compare it to another snapshot of yourself one,two, five... years before, you would be surprised at how you are subtly but certainly different. Most of the primary features that make you you are there but there are also lines that mark you as more mature, more confident, more collected, less frightened, less fidgety, more haggard, more jaded, less trusting...etc (By lines, I don't mean wrinkles :P) So that's what this blog really is about - snapshots of my life -- Polaroids that don't cost you $10 a pop.

    P.S: Will be attending the Annual Chili Cookout tomorrow. Will be back with pics. Unless it snows so hard that I don't get to go :(

    Wednesday, February 16, 2005

    Fluffy Snow

    I wish I brought my camera out more often. Today saw the fluffiest snow I've ever seen. Snow that fell onto the ground with a little *phut*. Snow that came down so hard that people walked around with a thick layer of white on them. This was also the first time I actually carried my umbrella in the snow. The amount of snow I shook off my trusty umbrella before I enter Sage Hall could have made a good sized snow-ball. I really like how the trees look when the bare branches are outlined with snow. It has a very Christmas feel to it. That's what I really wanted to bring my camera for.

    The project is going well. If nothing else, I've gained the confidence to proclaim myself a code-monkey. I've transitioned from being an experienced manipulator of the spreadsheet to a coder who actually writes custom functions and macros. I feel pretty proud of myself really. It's funny how self-esteen can actually get in one's way of being capable of doing a task. Even though I really had the skills to write code, I had never possess the confidence to enable myself to do it. Part of this stems from a fear of making mistakes -- if I expect less from myself, it doesn't matter if I fail. Recently however, I've begun to overcome that fear. I've been trying to hammer into myself that people really do not think any worse of a person just because he/she made mistakes, well as long as he/she acknowledges it.

    Interestingly, there was this article written by Mr Baumeister, a professor in the department of psychology at Florida State University. He asserts that there is no evidence that self-esteem actually leads to high achievement. While it is true that there is a relationship between the two, the cause and effect relationship is really that high achivement leads to better self-esteem and not vice versa.
    Jan 30, 2005
    Forget self-esteem, focus on self-control
    by Roy F. Baumeister

    When I ran my first research study on self-esteem in 1973, [...] [p]sychologists everywhere were convinced that if only we could help people to accept and love themselves more, their problems would gradually vanish and their lives would flourish. They would even treat each other better.[...]

    A generation - and many millions of dollars - later, it turns out we may have been mistaken. [After wading through] the enormous amount of published research on the subject, [...] [h]ere are some of our disappointing findings.

    High self-esteem in schoolchildren does not produce better grades. (Actually, children with high self-esteem do have slightly better grades in most studies, but that's because getting good grades leads to higher self-esteem, not the other way around.)

    [C]ollege students with mediocre grades who received regular self-esteem strokes from their professors ended up doing worse on final exams than students who were told to suck it up and try harder.

    Self-esteem doesn't make adults perform better at their jobs either. Sure, people with high self-esteem rate their own performance better - even declaring themselves smarter and more attractive than their low-self-esteem peers - but neither objective tests nor impartial raters can detect any difference in the quality of work.

    Likewise, people with high self-esteem think they make better impressions, have stronger friendships and have better romantic lives than other people, but the data doesn't support their self-flattering views.

    Self-esteem doesn't predict who will make a good leader, and some work (including that of psychologist Robert Hogan writing in the Harvard Business Review) found humility, rather than self-esteem, to be a key trait of successful leaders.

    It was widely believed that low self-esteem could be a cause of violence, but, in reality, violent individuals, groups and nations think very well of themselves.

    They turn violent towards others who fail to give them the inflated respect they think they deserve. Nor does high self-esteem deter people from becoming bullies, according to most of the studies that have been done; it is simply untrue that beneath the surface of every obnoxious bully is an unhappy, self-hating child in need of sympathy and praise.

    High self-esteem doesn't prevent youngsters from cheating or stealing or experimenting with drugs and sex. (If anything, children with high self-esteem may be more willing to try these things at a young age.)

    There were a few areas where higher self-esteem seemed to bring some benefits.

    For instance, people with high self-esteem are generally happier and less depressed, though we can't quite prove that high self-esteem prevents depression or causes happiness. Young women with high self-esteem also seem less susceptible to eating disorders.

    In some studies (though not all), people with high self-esteem bounce back from misfortune and trauma faster than others. High self-esteem also promotes initiative. People who have it are more likely to speak up in a group, persist in the face of failure, resist other people's advice or pressure and strike up conversations with strangers. [...]

    In short, despite the enthusiastic embrace of self-esteem, we found that it conferred only two benefits. It feels good and it supports initiative.
    While I agree with him that high esteem does not get you high achievements, in my case it really does seem that low self-esteem prevented me from achieving what you are really capable of. So perhaps there is a threshold level of esteem one needs to reach your maximum potential though an overdose of esteem creates unrealistic self-expectations and is likely to backfire. Looks like the ancient Chinese got it right when they said moderation is the way to go.

    Monday, February 14, 2005

    My V-day Pet Peeve

    I'm one of those people who abhors the commercial crassness of Valentine's Day. I don't do it because I desire to be different from others. That much I am certain. One of my theories is that the insanity of the whole situation repels my logical mind. The idea of a day to celebrate love is in itself appealing. However, just like the ideal of a communistic world, the idea looks good only on paper.

    In the case of communism, if everybody acted ideally, it would be heaven on earth. Therein, lies the problem, people do not act ideally. This reminds me of the prisoner's dilemma in that even though it might be beneficial for everyone to act selflessly, people tend to act to optimize locally. Which is why communism ended in a fiasco. I find it amusing however that people today tend to equate communists to terrorists. Hrrrm, as usual, I digress.

    So back to the whole V-day farce, a recent article about the new sport on V-day at the office -- comparing the sizes of bouquets pretty much exemplifies the things I really hate about it.

    Quote from the Straits Times Online:
    The workplace now has a new sport on V-Day. And size matters in this race to be the object of greatest envy. [...]

    According to The Times of London women in Britain too love this game of one-upmanship: Whose bouquet is bigger? Whose present is more extravagant? Who is being taken to a more fashionable restaurant?

    Like them, many women here view these displays of affection as a barometer of love. Marketing director Ling Tan, 31, is typical. She recalls her disappointment last year waiting and waiting for that bouquet from her boyfriend of nine months.

    'My heart would skip a beat every time a dispatch rider walked through the door. I was hoping that since it was our first Valentine's Day, he would do something special, like send flowers to my office.

    'But nothing came till I left at 6pm,' she said.

    What made it worse, she added, was watching two colleagues become the centre of attention and the memory of previous boyfriends
    dutifully [can you see my eyes rolling in disgust here?]dispatching bouquets of red roses or white lilies to her office.
    In the end, it all seems like a silly game. It's practically a competition to see who's bf is a bigger sucker to buy me the most expensive bouquet -- yes the one that will wilt in about a week. Some women were in fact so stressed out by it that they forked out money to purchase bouquets for themselves. I can't deny that it is always nice to receive gifts but when it has evolved to something that women expect their men to do so that they can preserve face, the act, and in fact the day itself , has lost its meaning. Love is not a competition. To view it as such is to cheapen the feelings that you do have.

    Perhaps more ludicrous is the price tag on this game. Perhaps it is with a little defiance that I refuse to receive any flowers on V-day. (That and my value-for-money-mindedness) When I was reading Cosmopolitan, one of the things I didn't understand was why it is such a faux pax for bfs to buy half-priced chocs for you the day after. In fact, with utter glee, we bought a half-priced box of V-day chococlates the day after V-day last year. Why is it important that he buys it on the right day for double the price? Are the value of the chocolates really double on V-day inself?

    What peeves me even more is that some women are aware of how silly it is.
    Ms Tan, like many, is keeping her fingers crossed that tomorrow, big blooms will arrive at her office. 'Sure, it's shallow but which woman doesn't want to feel like a princess, especially when most around her are getting special treatment.'
    Yet they persist in their expectation that the men act like gallant knights that they've always dreamt about when they were a wee girl. Perhaps it's about time that these women grow up and instead of of imposing their silly ideals on them, accept their men for who they really are.

    Wednesday, February 09, 2005

    Happy CNY

    Happy Chinese New Year!!!

    I spent it doing homework and coding. At least I was eating love letters which is as close to CNY goodies as I can get here. Well, I'm pretty sure I can find pineapple tarts if I look hard enough but I don't like them anyway. I still like love letters best. Are they also called eggroll by the way? I can remember calling it ji1 dan4 juan3 in chinese. Or guey kah pek in hokkien - of which guey is chicken and kah pek has absolutely no meaning to me besides being part of the name of something I like to eat.

    Friday, February 04, 2005

    Geek-ology

    Vyanne has been commenting on how she is, in her own words, a "techno laggard". This is a echo of an entry she wrote 1 1/2 years ago where she lamented that she is such a boring consumer who doesn't try new things. This louder and more recent echo somehow got me to think about how I am also a techno laggard despite being an engineer who knows more about all the cool technologies. I'm somewhat ashamed that I only just started owning a digital camera (1 year ago) and flash drive (2 days ago); I've also never owned a PDA, MP3 player (if I do, it will NEVER, i repeat, NEVER be an iPod), cellphone (imagine that, when I start working, I'll actually own my first cellphone), webcam... etc. I think my consumer habits practically puts me in the same category as the dino-technophile-60-year-olds.

    You'd think that most engineers would be tech geeks. Maybe me having an Operations Research bachelor's (what about the bachelor-ettes?!?) degree has something to do with it. Taken from The Science of Better site (a site dedicated to promoting the use of OR through increased understanding), "operations research (O.R.) is the discipline of applying advanced analytical methods to help make better decisions." So my decisions are ultimately measured by how much value am I getting per dollar -- how much value does this product/ feature provide me, how much does it cost etc. can see the engineer in me emerging already.

    Somehow, most first adopters of technology are male. Owning the newest, sleekest, fastest piece of technology gives them bragging rights among their peers, establishing them as the alpha male who can afford to pay premium prices for something that he doesn't necessarily need. And it is true that first adopters pay premium prices since economies of scale doesn't kick in until the number of people buying the technology has reaches some critical mass.

    Thursday, February 03, 2005

    Rest

    In the silent reading room, we sat together in the plush armchair facing the slope.
    He was reading while I rested my head on his right shoulder and slept.