Chum(s)

It was really good talking to Ei-Lene again. We msg each other in spurts, here and there, once in a while but by no means were our correspondance regular. But there are so many things you can only say in private, some things you just don't really want to commit to words, banter that don't belong to an online comment/tag board. And well, most of all I probably really miss talking to her. We used to sit in corners in the hostel or our room and gossip or talk about stuff that concerns us (like whether I should call Minh tomorrow or something silly like that :P) It's good to talk to you know(well, at least think) will not judge you, will tell you if you're being retarded.... it's the kind of comfortable trust and understanding of each other that makes it easy to talk even after a long hiatus. I'm not saying I don't trust other people but it's more like I feel comfortable in my own skin when I talk to her. (the same goes for Johnny as well but that should be pretty much obvious)

haha eilene used to say that I am very high maintenance, in terms of our friendship. I'm someone who you need to spend a long time with before I really get close to a person. People have said that I'm private before though that was like quite a few years ago. Maybe I'm sort of still like that. After all, why would people want to know random things about me like how I errr... read aloud in a bookshop when I was really young (yeah that's kinda one of most interesting things I can think of right now.....)